as i tot..
i didnt go werk tdy...
went to take mc..
den met up wid teaks, fie n rith...
teks banje me n fiza watch santau....
while watching...
i was reali wishing dat im watching dat movie wid naz instead...
i was reali holding onto fie..
lie hw i used to hold on to naz..
thou e movie was gud...
it hurts me...
i cn tstop tinking bout him...
aft dat...
went to eat n hang out...
bt all i was tinking was him...
i shud stop tinking of him readi...
its him who chose dis path..
i have to accpet it if he doesnt want to listen to my advice...
i was reali crying very hard yest...
slep only ard 3plus or 4..
woke up wid a terrible headache..
i dunno y hes doing all dis..
i just hope he realised evrytink soon...
and he wnt get hurt badly..
der i go again...
all im talking abt is him...
im truly sad..
i just cnt stop tinking...
thou my tears hvdried up...
hes still in my mind...
i tot of taking e laptop tdy...
bt im reali dwn..
i dunno hw to look into his eyes again....
i mean...
i was truly dssapointed...
bth to him n myself...
i just hope he realised tinks soon...
i still love u bby...
