keeping up....

ok...
so im trying to keep up wid my new status...
SINGLE!!!
lemme tell u its nt easy la sey....
keeping myself bz....
bt at e end of e day..
i still miss him...
hahahhah...
which is stupid la....
bt i tink i grive enuf uh...
for e past a wk n a half...
i tried while he pushed me away...
i did my best...
hes e one dat very keen to keep tinks off...
so its ok....
aiya....
bt im just afraid for one tink...
bt we shall see wd happen uh...
if it reali happens...
im nt gonna tell him at all....
coz he will say its nt his...
just like wad s.s said...
den naz is oso gonna shun his responsibilities...
like e other 2....
ahahahaha....
ape la naseb aku gini slalu ekh....
ishk.....