i swear i loved u.. not hurt u....

i swear i didnt do wad i said...
wad i told u wasnt true...
i said it to feed ur ego...
u were accusing me of all e tinks dat i didnt do...
i regret it...
i dunno wad else to tink....
i dunno how else to explain it to u...
i can guess whr u r rite nw...
i didnt tink u wud go dat far to hurt me...
na sumpah na tk pi manw2...
i endure 1.5 hrs frm simei to jln bkt merah in bus 5...
n anthr 1.5hrs frm jln bkt merah to hm..
my only prove is my ezlink..
i cn show it to u....
i was damn shagged dat day...
sad n dissapointed in u...
u reali broke my heart...
i didnt tink u wud go dis far to hurt me...
u proved ur werds to b true...
its ok..
only time will tell if im telling u e truth..
i hv no other ways to tell u dis..
i hope u do read dis...
i dun blame u...
i blame me....
mebe u were rite...
im nt worth for u...
hence i decided to go to australia....
i noe im still far frm it...
bt i am gg der to heal myself...
and earn my degree...
i just hope dat ure not too late to realise all dis...
im reali sorry for lying to u...
all i can do now...
is pray for our happiness....
if its meant to b...
den it will happen....
if not...
its not a gud way for us to end dis....

cita pertama itu kenangan...
cinta kedua itu pengajaran...
cinta ketiga itu indah...
cinta bagaikan garam...
tiada garam, lauk tak enak...
tiada cinta, hidup tak indah...
hargai cinta sebagaiman kehidupan dihargai...

ily bby....