???

yest went for anthr job interview...

hmmm...

ntar la...

after which me n naz went to watch DRAG ME 2 Hell...

that's the most gross horror flick daat ive eva watched..

tp cite dia ok uh...

der is humour in it too...

aft dat movie..

sumhow or rather...

sumtink triggered my tinking brain...

its abt my rship...

in the bus otw hm to mit ash..

dis is wad i managed to type out in my hp...

dengan ikhlas ku terima mu...

namun keraguan tetap menghantui diriku..

ku sedar..

kau masih teringat pada nya...

kau masih sayang pada nya...

dan kini aku hanya penggantin nya...

tapi apakah keikhlasan mu itu milik ku?

ku tahu kau jujur...

tapi sejauh manakah kejujuran mu itu?

kau ucapkan skata2 sayang..

tapi apakah kasih saynag mu itu milik ku sepenuh nya...

pada siapakah hati mu sebenar nya...

well...

yest nite did talk to him bout it...

n he said dat he understand wad im gg thru n he noes wad im tinking...

and dia tk paksa aku n gives me tym...

bt aku tanye diri aku sendiri...

whr do i stand in my own life...

y dun i have e confidence in myself...

whr is dat confidence lost to??

wad will happen wen dis doesnt work out..

i noe..

dah byk kali he tries to assure me...

bt e problem doesn't lies in him..

bt its me...

kepercayaan aku in rship is lost...

i reali nd tym to gain my self confidence...

aku tk tau....

well naz...

if u r reading dis..

sorie...

nana tk tau cmne nk luahkan kat tepon...

i prefer writing it in here....

sorie...