ok.. so im having e boifren blues again...
hmmmm...
as day goes by...
its getting stronger...
just hope it makes me strong too...
talked to ash bout it..
was sayin to her dat..
im feeling all dis shit la...
aku rase jelez tgk org ade mataer...
im totally feeling it uh...
but wen i tink bck..
am i reali readi to have a rship??
can i trust dat person??
wud my feelings for him b real??
or is it im havin a bf just for e sake of havin a bf??
ash was asking...
who is it dat i cn reali trust??
as in guys la...
i said i dunno..
and den she has to ans for me...
naz??
like no la...
noeing our past...
ya i cn trust him in othr stuff..
bt nt in rship uh...
den der is no one else...
ok peeps...
anyone cn give me advice on dis??
i cn go crazy just tinkin bout it....
