wad does my future hold for me...

i was in e train... otw to werk.. ders dis 2 guys n a gerl toking... e gerl was toking abt continuing her study in a uni.. bt was discussing abt wad course shes gg to consider.. coZ she has a minor in finance...

which made me tink.. hmmm... wad does my future hold?? wud i b able to achieve my childhood dream... rite now... im a nurse.. bt my childhood dream was to b a teacher.. hmm... now dat ITE bishan has an opening.. im coinsidering it.. bt at e same tym.. my werk rite now sucks... i hope to continue sch by next yr... bt hw cn i achieve it?? hmmm... mama dah sound.. dia nk kene support aku ker tym skola... i said no la... i wud do it.. umur da bape sey nk mama tanggung.. bt @ e same tym... cmne aku nk tanggung?? dgn keje mcm siak.. den i have bills to settle... nk amek lesen moto lagi... hmmmm...

hw ekh?? ntar la.. bt for now.. i kip dat aside... wad im tinkin of is securing a job in hospital... so atleast.. dgn gaji lebih kit... i cn save up to do evrytink... lau tk.. smpai ke tua la aku keje tmpt part tym aku nie.. ishk... dah 5 yrs aku keje kat sini... mcm2 aku go thru... dan semer nyer siak... tk pena keje sini.. tkde gossip or org busok kn nama aku gan farah.. tu lagi satu kes tu.. asl kte dua keje... nama kte mesti busuk kat sini... hmmm.. so ill fated to b here... ill fated sbb.. ler ade yg dengki n busuk ati.. aku jadi mangsa... so e best is uat bodoh la...

hmmm.. okok... within 2 hr je aku da update 2 kali... hmmm.. si yani nie.. tanye aku tk update ker... ok yani... so now aku da update.. skit sebyk ko tau la ape yg dlm kpl otak aku nie.. so yea.. my life is kinda messed up rite now.. n im still trying to straighten tinks... hmmm..

semoga aku di beri rahmat dan hidayah dariNya... amin....